anyone you find yourself missing at all?

those who have died. terribly. missing the living is much easier than missing the dead i am afraid. for me at least. those that are still alive and that i missed when we got estranged (broken up with or failed friendship) I no longer miss (either because we got back together or I simply stopped missing them). but those who had died on me. Man, I can tell you, its 24 years later, and I still miss them like crazy, have dreams about them, and would give anything to have them back.

but for those that are alive it really does get MUCH better with time and often completely disappears. trust me. it will change and for better.