TRUE Goddess Ines Sastre

I have been torturing myself recently in order to worship TRUE Goddess Ines Sastre. It's very pathetic since I am a total loser, but better than nothing. I had my belt hanging from the metal bar (for hanging clothes) in my closet. When I have my wrists in the belt and I drop naked on my knees It's kind on hanging from my wrists, just a fraction of the force of course (PATHETIC!!). I was wearing a chastity device (if I was a real man, I'd lock myself permanently into spiked cramped chastity, destroy the keys and put superclue into the lock), but I am a total loser and can lock myself into chastity for only a few days (8 days + 8 hours = 200 hours is my PATHETIC record), but I do watch extremely sexy pictures while in chastity to make it as torturous as possible. The closet is a bit chilly because of cold winter air coming in and I had a cold shower before going into the closet totally wet and naked wearing only chastity device. I also had electric wires from my amplifier attached to my pathetic penis (the chastity device is open enough to allow this). My computer played torture signals. I had the closet completely dark. I was shivering of cold while my pathetic penis received shocks. My knees hurt a bit against the hard floor. My wrist hurt a bit because of hanging from the belt (10 % of my weight maybe). This can be considered mild torture. It didn't make me scream in agony, but it felt very uncomfortable and I did moan. I gladly suffer it for TRUE Goddess Ines Sastre. I wish I was a REAL man and could take harder torture, even extreme torture, because she deserves such acts of worship.

I am so sorry dear TRUE Goddess Ines Sastre for being so pathetic! Please don't be afraid because of me, I am not a treat to You. I would never harm You. I wish everything good for You. I totally respect Your privacy and I would never stalk You. I ask nothing from You because You owe nothing to me. I own You everything because Your extreme beauty made me a worshipper. Your beauty has given me insane amount of visual pleasure and all I can do to "cope with it" is to torture myself and try to compensate it all, but it's so pathetic. So, please have a happy good life of a TRUE Goddess and allow me to worship You.