I keep trying to have that supreme FAITH that it takes to deny Reality and evidence and not be a Christian, but I still can't bring myself down to that level of ignorance. I try, but I just can't dumb myself down to the level of the denier of the reality of Jesus and his resurrection.
I honestly try as hard as I can, but I just can't have that much FAITH.
Help me, those of you able to stay in the ignorant masses of anti-theism to have the blind FAITH you all have.