"Why I don't regret my abortion"

Here's the thing, it's very likely that they had hope. It's also very likely that you find the idea of hope to be nonsense. I've read enough of your posts over the years to know that you place no value on life, you have said yourself that consider your own life to be boring and consider suicide to be an acceptable solution to boredom. It probably hasn't occurred to you that the reason your life boring is because you have done nothing meaningful, because you're lazy and expect others to do it for you. As a result you don't accept that people have a better outlook of life than you and think everyone should just give up.