I’m back from a long enlightened journey. If anyone cares.

I went to a Buddha garden and participated in meditation with spiritual leaders. We did a ritual with some different things and I see the world differently now. I have a purpose. I saw the Earth, really lived in nature.

I didn’t let the distraction of social media, cell phones, etc… ruin my experience. I woke up with the natural circadian rhythm. Woke up when my body told me to. I’ve never had so much energy in my life.

I realized I held onto hate, and regret, fear and shame. I forgave everyone for everything and let everything go. I feel 100 pounds lighter. I don’t want to cause harm to any living being. Literally just want to be a part of the natural world.

We weren’t meant to sit in a room behind a computer screen. We are meant to live on the land, like every other being. I’m working on transitioning into an off grid life. Leaving my job, selling my home. Just going to live in a yurt style tent home. Solar power and natural living. Doing strictly online counseling to make just enough money to live. Eventually figuring out how to live without money if I can.