Would u kill yourself if u knew that you could go to Heaven

I wouldn't ever kill myself for almost whatever reason since I know I will one day die eventually, and I would rather get as much out of this life as much as I can. I can understand if someone were to kill themselves if they were in excruciating pain or in a condition where they physically couldn't enjoy the things in life anymore they once could. (I'm not exactly for or against that idea though) But I wouldn't ever kill myself knowing I would go to heaven. If anything I would just learn patience and enjoy the wait here since the life I have now is worth living overall. 

It also depends on what heaven actually is. I would have to know what it is before agreeing to it. If heaven meant I have to worship a God in order to say there, it would highly depend on who God actually is. I wouldn't mind worshipping or listening to someone above me as long as I can trust who they are and be a happier person because of it. 

If heaven meant a place that fits my own imagination of eternal happiness where I get to create what it would look like and be like for me personally, then it would be a definite yes. So it would be a lot easier to answer if we all knew what Heaven was