Why Is Anybody Convinced There Is A God?

   I do not know much about the real life of any people on this board.  I have long suspected phludowin knows more about math and science than you though.  He's right, you aren't very rational.

   I actually admire how much you want to be rational.  It's just that you aren't being very rational.  It is not as simple as just wanting to be or choosing some allegiance with what you believe is rational.  Allegiance can get sidetracked.  Many people of faith think all they have to do is "choose" Jesus.  That doesn't work very well though because they don't know how to apply it to any contemporary life decisions.  There's more of an art to it and study is required.