I've thought a lot about suicide and near death experiences

...lately.

Im not saying I'm going to kill myself or anything. 

However, I've had a lot of passive thoughts about "what's the point?"

I see life for what it is. We live, we procreate, we die. So the next gen can do it again. 

Whats my purpose or point? Why bother? What do I have to live for? 

The near death experiences come in with me being curious about after life. If I knew I'd be okay would I just go there, would that change my mind about my purpose? Idk... I have insomnia and I lay in bed thinking about this a lot...