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Post by movieliker on Feb 12, 2021 2:21:10 GMT
Best for you. I don't believe you are the only one that matters. But ultimately "you" is your number one responsibility. But you can help yourself by helping others. Sure, if you care about your well being. I am not too concerned about my own well being. Why not?
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Post by moviemouth on Feb 12, 2021 2:26:32 GMT
Sure, if you care about your well being. I am not too concerned about my own well being. Why not? Because I go back and forth about wanting to stay alive or not. I don't like life all that much, but I don't hate it either. It sort of makes me sick though. I have come to a draw. I'll just let whatever happens happen.
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Post by movieliker on Feb 12, 2021 2:31:59 GMT
Because I go back and forth about wanting to stay alive or not. I don't like life all that much, but I don't hate it either. It sort of makes me sick though. I have come to a draw. I'll just let whatever happens happen. What makes you happy?
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Post by moviemouth on Feb 12, 2021 2:34:45 GMT
Because I go back and forth about wanting to stay alive or not. I don't like life all that much, but I don't hate it either. It sort of makes me sick though. I have come to a draw. I'll just let whatever happens happen. What makes you happy? I do what makes me happy. I keep to myself, try to ignore stuff that causes me to become angry, watch movies and TV, eat good food, have sex and watch porn and spend time with my family, the only people I trust to some extent. The bad far outweighs the happy though.
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Post by movieliker on Feb 12, 2021 2:37:36 GMT
I do what makes me happy. I keep to myself, try to ignore stuff that causes me to become angry, watch movies and TV, eat good food, have sex and watch porn and spend time with my family, the only people I trust to some extent. It's just my opinion. But I believe the number one goal of all people is the maximum attainment of happiness, and the maximum avoidance of unhappiness. Seems like you figured that out. So, what's the problem?
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Post by moviemouth on Feb 12, 2021 2:40:51 GMT
I do what makes me happy. I keep to myself, try to ignore stuff that causes me to become angry, watch movies and TV, eat good food, have sex and watch porn and spend time with my family, the only people I trust to some extent. It's just my opinion. But I believe the number one goal of all people is the maximum attainment of happiness, and the maximum avoidance of unhappiness. Seems like you figured that out. So, what's the problem? Because the bad outweighs the good. The stuff I listed above is what keeps me from suicide. I am also sort of bored of life.
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Post by movieliker on Feb 12, 2021 2:41:59 GMT
It's just my opinion. But I believe the number one goal of all people is the maximum attainment of happiness, and the maximum avoidance of unhappiness. Seems like you figured that out. So, what's the problem? Because the bad outweighs the good. The stuff I listed above is what keeps me from suicide. I am also sort of bored of life. What's the bad? (You can PM me if it's too personal.)
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Post by moviemouth on Feb 12, 2021 2:46:02 GMT
Because the bad outweighs the good. The stuff I listed above is what keeps me from suicide. I am also sort of bored of life. What's the bad? (You can PM me if it's too personal.) I am not getting into that here or there, because the list is so long and complex it is impossible for me to explain in any coherent manner. Psychologists can't even seem to make sense of it.
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Post by movieliker on Feb 12, 2021 2:51:30 GMT
What's the bad? (You can PM me if it's too personal.) I am not getting into that here or there, because the list is so long and complex it is impossible for me to explain in any coherent manner. Well, I can't help you if you won't tell me what the problem is. Either way, I don't think it's responsible of you to share your hopelessness with others, as if your experience is the same as normal people. You should tell other posters --- with whom you share your hopelessness with --- that your problems aren't typical of normal people. Sorry your life is so difficult. Hope you get help.
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Post by moviemouth on Feb 12, 2021 2:57:50 GMT
I am not getting into that here or there, because the list is so long and complex it is impossible for me to explain in any coherent manner. Well, I can't help you if you won't tell me what the problem is. Either way, I don't think it's responsible of you to share your hopelessness with others as if your experience is the same as normal people. You should tell other posters with whom you share your hopelessness with, that your problems aren't typical of normal people. Sorry your life is so difficult. Hope you get help. Wow, that was condescending and egotistical to the extreme. To assume that I haven't seeked help in my 37 years of life and that you might be the one person who can help me. GTFO. I don't think you realize how much of an asshole that makes you look like. You are the one who asked follow up questions btw.
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Post by movieliker on Feb 12, 2021 3:01:50 GMT
Well, I can't help you if you won't tell me what the problem is. Either way, I don't think it's responsible of you to share your hopelessness with others as if your experience is the same as normal people. You should tell other posters with whom you share your hopelessness with, that your problems aren't typical of normal people. Sorry your life is so difficult. Hope you get help. Wow, that was condescending and egotistical to the extreme. To assume that I haven't seeked help in my 37 years of life and that you might be the one person who can help me. GTFO. I don't think you realize how much of an asshole that makes you look like. I'm 62. You should be respectful of your elders. Pardon me for trying to help. You come on here whining about a bottomless pit of insurmountable problems. But refuse help. Maybe you enjoy wallowing in despair?
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Post by moviemouth on Feb 12, 2021 3:09:03 GMT
Wow, that was condescending and egotistical to the extreme. To assume that I haven't seeked help in my 37 years of life and that you might be the one person who can help me. GTFO. I don't think you realize how much of an asshole that makes you look like. I'm 62. You should be respectful of your elders. Pardon me for trying to help. You come on here whining about a bottomless pit of insurmountable problems. But refuse help. Maybe you enjoy wallowing in despair? Telling someone who doesn't give a shit if the world ends tomorrow (and would like to witness the end of humanity during their lifetime) to respect their elders is hilarious. God doesn't exist and meaning doesn't exist in any significant sense. Life came about and life will end and when all life ends it won't matter how we lived it. I believe that and nobody has convinced me otherwise. Perhaps I am deranged and if that is the case, then so be it. Or maybe I just want people to think I am a deranged nihilist (I honesty don't even know if I am or not), so that they will fuck off and leave me alone. This is why I told you not to dig any deeper, but you had to fucking pry.
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Post by permutojoe on Feb 12, 2021 3:12:47 GMT
I disagree. If we can find a way to get better rulers, governments, etc, we could be capable of so much more. Gotta get rid of the power hungry sociopathic riff raff tho. That's for sure. I just don't care anymore. I no longer know what to believe or if reality is real. I think my sanity might be going out the window btw. I choose to escape to the reality inside of my mind and then die. What is your inner reality like if I may ask?
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Post by movieliker on Feb 12, 2021 3:17:50 GMT
I'm 62. You should be respectful of your elders. Pardon me for trying to help. You come on here whining about a bottomless pit of insurmountable problems. But refuse help. Maybe you enjoy wallowing in despair? Telling someone who doesn't give a shit if the world ends tomorrow (and would like to witness the end of humanity during their lifetime) to respect their elders is hilarious. God doesn't exist and meaning doesn't exist in any significant sense. Life came about and life will end and when all life ends it won't matter how we lived it. I believe that and nobody has convinced me otherwise. Perhaps I am deranged and if that is the case, then so be it. Or maybe I just want people to think I am a deranged nihilist (I honesty don't even know if I am or not), so that they will fuck off and leave me alone. This is why I told you not to dig any deeper, but you had to fucking pry. It's hard to respect others if you don't respect yourself. Life is what you make of it. You know right from wrong. And you know what makes you happy. Any other problems should be able to be overcome. At least with professional help. Even terminally ill people know how to be happy. Either your problems are real. Or in your head. Or both.
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Post by moviemouth on Feb 12, 2021 3:23:42 GMT
I just don't care anymore. I no longer know what to believe or if reality is real. I think my sanity might be going out the window btw. I choose to escape to the reality inside of my mind and then die. What is your inner reality like if I may ask? Not fun, but Movieliker is somewhat right in that I feed off of my own suffering. Whenever I start being happy, something feels wrong. I start not feeling like myself and that terrifies me. I also have severe thought OCD and extreme anxiety.
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Post by movieliker on Feb 12, 2021 3:24:46 GMT
What is your inner reality like if I may ask? Not fun, but Movieliker is somewhat right in that I feed off of my own suffering. Whenever I start being happy, something feels wrong. I start not feeling like myself and that terrifies me. I also have severe thought OCD and extreme anxiety. I'm OCD. I have anxiety.
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Post by moviemouth on Feb 12, 2021 3:24:54 GMT
Telling someone who doesn't give a shit if the world ends tomorrow (and would like to witness the end of humanity during their lifetime) to respect their elders is hilarious. God doesn't exist and meaning doesn't exist in any significant sense. Life came about and life will end and when all life ends it won't matter how we lived it. I believe that and nobody has convinced me otherwise. Perhaps I am deranged and if that is the case, then so be it. Or maybe I just want people to think I am a deranged nihilist (I honesty don't even know if I am or not), so that they will fuck off and leave me alone. This is why I told you not to dig any deeper, but you had to fucking pry. It's hard to respect others if you don't respect yourself. Life is what you make of it. You know right from wrong. And you know what makes you happy. Any other problems should be able to be overcome. At least with professional help. Even terminally ill people know how to be happy. Either your problems are real. Or in your head. Or both. I don't know what any of that means. Respecting myself? That means nothing to me. I can't make heads or tales of that.
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Post by movieliker on Feb 12, 2021 3:27:46 GMT
It's hard to respect others if you don't respect yourself. Life is what you make of it. You know right from wrong. And you know what makes you happy. Any other problems should be able to be overcome. At least with professional help. Even terminally ill people know how to be happy. Either your problems are real. Or in your head. Or both. I don't know what any of that means. Respecting myself? That means nothing to me. I can't make heads or tales of that. Come on moviemouth. You ain't stupid. You know what respect is. And even if you can't experience it, you know what self-respect is.
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Post by moviemouth on Feb 12, 2021 3:28:06 GMT
Not fun, but Movieliker is somewhat right in that I feed off of my own suffering. Whenever I start being happy, something feels wrong. I start not feeling like myself and that terrifies me. I also have severe thought OCD and extreme anxiety. I'm OCD. I have anxiety. I also want to be the case that nobody can help. Like a lost cause fantasy.
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Post by movieliker on Feb 12, 2021 3:29:01 GMT
I also want to be the case that nobody can help. Like a lost cause fantasy. I got that impression. I don't have that problem.
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