Ennui

kubrick, when you wake up in the morning dont you want katrina kaif to be on top of you, lowering her breasts onto your face? are you sexually frustrated?

i think a good life is lived when you work hard constantly, wake up every day and go at it even when you feel lazy.there is a sense of fulfillment when you complete something. it could be the genes too.

recently, i started a lesbian thriller novel set in an american small town. i wrote nearly 19,000 words. i was excited every morning to write this novel.

then i got stuck while writing a long sex scene and have been hitting the bottle for the last month. but there was a sense of fulfillment when i was doing this. it is something i was interested and obsessed with.



i think that space widens when we are occupied by things we do not believe in.