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Post by Deleted on Jul 9, 2018 20:21:26 GMT
It made me more depressed than before I watched it.
I'm low this weekend, so I think "I'll watch something depressing", that's just how I work.
I binge watched "13 Reasons Why" and the bathtub scene where the main actress "Hannah" cuts her wrists and she slips off into a peaceful sleep effected me deeply.
I wrestle with suicidal thoughts and passive suicidal ideations all the time. Then I think to myself, how many Teens have killed themselves this year? Here I am an Adult, life isn't getting any better... I don't know what I'm thinking.
I used to think as a Teen, "well, once I get out of Middle School, I'll get through puberty, life will get better", then in High School, "When I go to College, that's when I'll be around kids who WANT TO LEARN!", then in College, "Well, once I'm not studying so hard, and I get a real job, I'll be happy", then after college I get a real job, a real career, and here I am, "I guess I'll be happy when I retire?" I'm too young to be thinking about retirement and death.
It's discouraging.
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Post by islandmur on Jul 9, 2018 21:57:33 GMT
You need help.
And no watching depressing stuff isn't a good idea.
Good luck
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Post by Deleted on Jul 9, 2018 22:19:11 GMT
It made me more depressed than before I watched it.
I'm low this weekend, so I think "I'll watch something depressing", that's just how I work.
I binge watched "13 Reasons Why" and the bathtub scene where the main actress "Hannah" cuts her wrists and she slips off into a peaceful sleep effected me deeply.
I wrestle with suicidal thoughts and passive suicidal ideations all the time. Then I think to myself, how many Teens have killed themselves this year? Here I am an Adult, life isn't getting any better... I don't know what I'm thinking.
I used to think as a Teen, "well, once I get out of Middle School, I'll get through puberty, life will get better", then in High School, "When I go to College, that's when I'll be around kids who WANT TO LEARN!", then in College, "Well, once I'm not studying so hard, and I get a real job, I'll be happy", then after college I get a real job, a real career, and here I am, "I guess I'll be happy when I retire?" I'm too young to be thinking about retirement and death.
It's discouraging.
I tried watching that show...didn't make it past the 3rd episode. It seems like a good series, but is way, way too slow for my taste.
Try "The end of the f****** world". It's more entertaining.
Lighten up, you sound depressed.
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Post by Marv on Jul 10, 2018 0:44:26 GMT
Yea definitely shouldn’t watch stuff like that when you’re in a down mood already. Hell I just saw a Facebook post that had a girl standing next to a ghost of her dead dog and it put me in a sad mood the whole drive in to work.
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