looking for you

looking for you





of all the times to fall behind.
and on
the very day the 144,000
are gathered
in front
of
the master,
i had to get plastered.



and now you and your tired ass
are off
chasing some angels' hot mass
because he
mentioned something about lucifer being
of a different class.
and i thought i was naive.


i better leave
this
bottle behind
step back in line
or face the wrath of his supreme piss bath.


okay, okay i'm hung over.
like this is a first in heavens' clover?
everybody screws up
up chucks
on someone or some thing
somebody holds dear.
can't you go on to the next poor devil
and push me back
maybe till next year?




he said he'd meet me here,
yes right here.
in front of you know who
the big cheese,
mr. hit your knees.
so why am i looking everywhere but at the throne?


well duh,
the last thing i told him when we were alone:
i'll surely stand before god one day,
but i'll be
looking for you.






sjw 05/08/10 inspired at this very moment in time by the eyes of dorian and the wrath of god.






from the ‘beauty series’ of poems